Losing belief

How to make people believe in you

when none of the things you said are true?

Stone Roses

Sentence to sentence, word to word
I smell the fragrance, though it hurts
Shape of a red rose, inside it's hollow
Destiny laid down million years ago

Lonely roses made only of stones
We are all but bound to be alone
All controlled on when to laugh or cry
Not quite sure of why we live or die

Hearing the silence, a haunting face
looks into sunlight that fades away
Everything's alright except that you're not right
Crying stone roses are trying to hide

The fire in the garden
are burning everything into haze
Lonely little roses
Still looking for their reasons to love or hate

choices

What do you do when you struggle to make a choice?

Some people make choices out of responsibilities. Simply, they are doing something that they think they should do. Most of the time, teenagers make their choice out of thinking that the choice is what they should do. They do this like a teenager and they do this to be a teenager. Whereas the adults or the soon to be adults would rather try to make their choice out of what people think they should do. While their choice makes themselves feel like they are among adults. The choice may also represents others' will. In short, while adults do not feel as better as teenagers when they make their choice, their choice does make others feel better or fulfil others' wish.

From another perspective, your choice represents your interests.  Most of the time, if a teenager really has some sort of interest on a subject, he or she would probably be working hard for it. Making a choice would be easy when it is related to your personal interest.

A teenager would feel heroic when they make a choice for his or her interest.

Take a choice between going to a football match and staying with your seven months old baby. While going to the match is really a young man's main interest. Staying with his or her family would definitely be more meaningful than being a spectator at the match.
Does it make him feel upset? Not really. He must feel grateful that he can help his family by staying at home.

There is no reason to feel bad or regret when your choice can light up people's life.

Enjoy your choices for they bring positive power to others.

Bit By Bit

Try
A million times I did try
To find me
Some meanings in life

Sure
We couldn't be reassured
Of what our future will fall

You wait for
Demons to go away

The razor blade
is there to stay

Try to swallow your life bit by bit
Not until the end that you will say defeat
Sometimes you're not chosen
For once she's not the one
Life would be sweet or just feel twice as tough

Days and all nights we struggle to hold on
Not in next morning we find what is wrong
So turn this nice groove on
And make yourself a swansong
To leave is to find yourself somewhere to belong

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Wrong Key Chains

Hey yeah
Is there a young boy crying?
Crying for a million things
Checking through the wrong key chains

Hey yeah
Was there then a golden ring?
Showing what true love could bring
A blessing makes the silence sings

If only love couldn't change
All the green leaves stay the same
None of the angels couldn't sing

If any lovers stay the same
Why will I see you crying
None of the promises keep rolling

The lonely pill

Thank you for your patience my love

For your ever believe and trust

For the care I never really ask

For your tears when I broke your heart

Thank you for the mornings that shine

For the moment before that was dark

For my leaving long before the start

For my absence stabs you in your heart

I wish I could say goodbye

To all my stupid lies

for there must not be someone of your kind

To rescue my raucous life

I wish I could say thank you

To show you how I really feel

But this little teddy boy couldn't stand still

For a second of his stay could kill

We make loneliness our pill

But no one is really healed

The eternal

Oh love
Oh love
How could I make this kiss eternal

Please love
Please love
Stop spinning my life from normal

I could be right
Just as I could turn things wrong
Moments would be fine
Right after devils sing their song

Then why would victories be such ridiculously hard fought?
And why would the loved suddenly pretend to be missing the old plot?
Or could the stubborn for once trying to raise their heads and stop the crazy thoughts?
if only all of them thought they're way too strong to be slightly caught?

Baby
Baby
Keep labelling my life as little more than crazy

Lady
Lady
Expel me before I come out of the stupidity